February 2012
27 posts
Competition
When you go into a competition such as a talent show, I don’t think you should go in with a “ima win mentality” because when you don’t you’ll become upset. For me, when I compete I just make sure I did MY personal best and then I will be happy cause at the end of the day its only someone’s opinion.
I’m tired of seeing people cry and get upset when they...
I don't know why but,
josephemil:
I have multiple personalities. I turn into the most outgoing, loud and obnoxious person you’ll ever meet, but in a good way, when the time calls for it. If you catch me when I’m hungry, all of a sudden I hate everything and the littlest things manage to piss me off. Then you find the shy, reserved little kid when I’m surrounded by people I don’t know and I’m afraid they’ll judge my...
January 2012
32 posts
To Mom:
Sorry for being such a disappointment to you. Sorry I couldn’t live up to your expectations, for what it counts, at least I tried. Right?
I'm my worst enemy
I often place high expectations for myself that either I can’t reach or even if I do, it’s never good enough.
I’m always there for the majority of the people in my life, it doesn’t even matter if we’re close or not. If I have some time of friendship with you, I’ll be there for you. Sad thing is, no one is ever there for me. I have no one to run to when my days aren’t going well and my nights jut aren’t right. But I guess that’s just the way things have always...
My Monotone Imagination: Snakes and Ladders →
just-my-monotone-imagination:
I met with my psychologist today and we discussed different perceptions of recovery. This is the one that I came up with and which seems most accurate to me.
Recovery is like a game of Snakes and Ladders. We all recover at our own pace and at different speeds. Some of us move one step at a time….
And nothing is left but the scars on my wrist.
To remind of everything.
